its been a not very good year for me i guess. But i learn a lot.. like a lot! i quit my office job after 2,5 years, and decided to be a full time dance teacher. its a hard decision. but i move on. i never think that i will be an advanced ballet student now ( coz i started it super late), even though still long long way yo go to finish and get my 'ARAD' but I'm thanking God for helping me making it and moving on to the next level until i get the 'name'.
the hardest part is letting 'him' go.. yaahh don't ask me how hard it is. i bet all of you know how hard it is, but again along the way,with the super busy schedule of teaching, performance, sleeping, and eating, and praying now I'm over it, well i admit it i wont be able to erase it 100%, he made my years beautiful, thank you for the ups and downs.
and after everything happen this year, i really close my heart. i have to ignore some guys (HAHAHA). I'm afraid to get hurt. i don't want to get hurt and hurting someone. conclusion = im afraid!
if you look inside a girl's heart and see how much she cries. you'll find secret,promises, and lies. But what you'll see most is how hard she tries to stay strong. when nothing is right and everything's wrong.
well.. 2011!! i will reconnect it piece by piece again, cos it had been broke for some times and the puzzle scatter around somewhere. i will try to open to someone new. moving on....
and i have this beautiful December that full of dance performance.
now this is my list i have to do at the year 2011.
1.stretch my body more ^^
2. follow the advanced foundation exam
3. write more ( cos i found this helpful to release my stress and share my random thought)
4.have my own dance class (hope this will start on January =D )
5. learn to bake and cook =P
6. less insomnia =\
7. Thailand!!!
8.get to know God more =]
9.get my hair looong again
10. having 'someone' to love and HUG
i will do my best! (its hard)(i can do it) (ohh its hard)(i can i can) (hx)(PASTI BISAA!)
mungkin pernah ku menangis, mungkin diriku pernah tersakiti namun kini ku kembali coba nikmati indahnya dunia, tiada lagi bayangan dirimu yg slalu mencoba menahan diriku, bersama mentari kubernyanyi mewarnai hari2, bersama pelangi kumenari menyambut bebasnya hati ini, tiada lagi yg mampu menghalangi aku tak kan berhenti melangkah cos im movin on..
kupercaya nanti kan ada saatnya, cinta kan datang padaku lagi
-Andien, Movin On-
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