I wish i can (...)

I wish i can ( go to school agaiiiin..)

you'r so lucky if you can continue yur master in overseas.. well thats what i want,

but i dont have enough money to continue to the place where i want to..somewhere NOT in Indonesia.

i went to my favourite bookstore.. and i missed those moment where i have to deal with books.. =P.

and of course the smell of the books..hehe

anyway back then i was accidently applied to a school in NZ majoring dance studies, and they already sent me an

application form to be filled and sent back to them. But i didnt sent it =(

and this night i received an email from them. they ask about it.. well it make me kinda sad, because the reason

i didnt reply them is because 'money' situation. my money is not enough to pay for my school there, and living also +(.

i know scholarship is hard to get, when you get one you still have to pay for a living..

someday my dream to go to school again will pay off. i'll work hard now.. my mom do offer me to get my master in here,

but i dont want it.. i want something new, something that i never known.

people said money cant buy happiness. Well in this case.. money play a big role.

so many dreams i have, but can i reach it each one of them??